Today, I lost my way
and I know not where I am,
for the certainties I held so
dear in the years that track
across the map of me are
not certain anymore, for
I have seen the groove into
which my life fell and the
ways those dear think of me,
which is not the way I want
to be thought about at all. . .

So, today a recognition, filled
with fear, that I am lost and
have to reclaim the ground
where I was happy long ago.