At night,
awake and no sleep,
I think of my demise,
with no regret or
bitterness,
but with gratitude’s
release;
for I have been here—
lived!—and been
able to write, speak and love,
and that is enough
for one man,
for this soul with passion’s weight
who came with nothing
and will leave the same—
that is enough
when I contemplate
how much I have
and the privilege it
has been to live
a life of manufactured choice.
25/1/2020