In 1970 Consciousness had
emerged strong and whole for me
in the new dangerous ways of thinking
about the changing, shifting world,
in Woodstock, Dylan and free love,
and in the protests that challenged
the tired irrelevant guardians of war:
war with guns, war with classes,
war with women, war with races.
I heard this Consciousness echo
first in Joan Baez and Credence,
then in “War Pigs”, “Child in Time”
and in “Let it be”—I loved music
you see!—and I saw it in the
the faces of those who stood arm
to arm in masses strident because
they wanted another fresher world,
not the polite foolish hypocrisy that
had thus been the way it was.
Yes, I remember, even though I
was young, but I was not innocent—
no, I saw the world for what it is—
greedy, racist, sexist, classist,
selfish in wanting to conquer and
control, be Empire still, but lacking
passion and compassion for this fragile
space with tender souls, and those
suppressed for no reason at all,
like my Indigenous sisters and brothers.
It was 1970, and I remember still
the insularity of the times—the whiteness,
the maleness, the gendered boundaries,
the distain for difference—but then the
exciting move towards another,
better, way, another day of peace and
love that cut down the shocking barriers
to tolerance and acceptance of all,
another day to “give peace a chance”.
You might say that I am quite naive to
believe in this fading childish fantasy that
was filled with drugs, abuse and sex and
all sorts of terrible things we now
see from the grand balcony of hindsight.
Perhaps you are right, and I am
just a silly nostalgic boy wishing for
another better day; but these ideas,
these ideals, are still at play in my
romantic little soul, still at play I say,
as I see the world as it is today—see
the strife, the inequality, the terror,
the POLICY and the decay.
And I also spy another thing that
becomes clearer and clearer, more distinct,
as I look again with eyes not diminished
through malaise—I see this Consciousness
still alive, beating and breathing well, and I see
that it has changed the world and will
change the world still in the spark and ire
that strikes all our souls when we witness
division, when we see hate, when
we behold suffering and can’t walk away;
when we stand together as equals and
sing, “We shall overcome”, in a spirit of ONE.
8/7/2019