I have missed you, you bitch,

sneaking away and leaving me 

alone with only myself, and

not having your words that stir me

up to emotion and thought.

 

Your allure has gone and with it

the striving for something that

I know not of in this grasping for

the essence of an authentic life.

 

Yes, I miss you, you whore, that

sold yourseIf to me entire only to

take it away and leave me without

the comfort of your glorious body

that always gave me all I desired.

 

16/12/2020