I heard that edge
to your lovely words
of goodbye–that edge
of darkness and fear
that you wanted no one
else to hear in that
tender time of moments
before you are gone–
time caught in breaths,
caught in last touches,
before memory is the
remnant of eternal sleep.
I heard the tremble in
the words said with
a smile and measured
in your uncertain eyes,
that looked with the
thought: is this all
the fuck there is.
I nodded back and
signed in my uncertain
smile–fuck yeah,
but what a life
you’ve lived,
5/9/2020