I realise now these
temporary things,
these things so temporary,
but I am not strong enough
to change my ways,
to bring significance
into what I do and
what I say, and let the
weight have sway.
No, I am not strong enough,
nor have I ever been, for you
are the strength I have,
and you are the tether that
holds this life together;
you are the force of attraction,
while I repel, and you believe
when I hold out no hope at all.
Get behind me, get in front of me,
hold me to myself and turn
me to love, even if I turn the
other way—turn me to love,
even if it is not my way,
and hold me close my love,
even if the light should turn to dark.
8/7/2019