I reach for your pain,
insistent,
like hands rushing through water,
wanting to cup it, lift it,
carry it away somewhere
beyond where hurt can find you,
but pain is not a thing to hold,
only to witness,
and so, I hold,
steady as stone beneath the lighthouse,
as waves break against me,
offering what a harbour offers:
not rescue, but refuge,
not answers, but anchorage,
a place of cessation when the
storm will not quiet,
and its dark centre is ominous.
I am here,
present,
solid in the surge,
knowing that
being a friend means
not moving, not fixing,
not going away,
but secured beside you,
determined,
until the waters calm
and the dark
surrenders to the light,
and even then, faithful
beyond the pain.
2/11/2025
