I wait
patience not that it matters
I mean nothing will change
I tell myself I’ve
accepted that I think
perhaps I don’t want
to think anymore
no it’s this
the same never changes
I wait I think
I stop and think
about the times am I crazy
being here with silence
with someone else
and waiting in the
treacle of futility
I leave yes what a thought
after years and all this
never always but I wait
for the door to open
when it’s locked
open? I laugh
yes indeed I amuse
myself as I wait
in the sunlit hours
in the creaks of night
you cannot change
and there is this
just you and me
and this

12/7/2025